I Don't Even Know What Happen with Us

confusing. yes it confuses me a lot. lot of quetion in my head.

why.
why are you so arrogant to me? why can't I get more care as she did at last? well. I don't know what was actually happened between you both. yes because you never tell me the truth. because you you never tell me what was actually happened.

unpredictable. yes that's you..

you cheer me up sometimes then you fall me down at that moment. you make me laugh then you make me sheding this tears.

deep sadness be a friend everyday. screaming out loud may calm it all. trynna keep it inside but i can't. trynna get you out of my head for a while but i can't.
to be honest, i need your care more than that.
i really miss the moment you care me a lot.
i really miss the moment you cheer up my days.
i really miss the way you look at me.

i just want you to share every moment with no exception.
i just want you to calm your ego and so do I. just calm our ego and sure we can through it all.

i often ask myself. do you really want me? do you really need me beside you? i'll never ask such kind of that question if you give me extra care. just a little of you care. i don't even need another else.

please make me sure that you are really my one and i am really your one.

love