it hurts more than everything

knowing nothing sometimes is better than knowing something. yes you'll have kinda feeling like that if you were in my position.

does it hurt? i'll answer out loud YES.
first i just trynna kill some silly questions in my head. i'll have to clear my mind. trust him as i trust myself though i don't know how well he trusts in me, yeah it confuses mme so.
when i'm totally trust in him, he breaks it all.
i had just know his lying to me. lying that hurts so much.

yeah i'm falling down into pieces when i knew that fact. actually i don't know is it true or not. but the thing that i know for sure. he lied to me about his feeling.

i'm tired of sheding this tears everynight. i'm tired of knowing unpredictable thing that hurts me a lot. i never felt this way before.

falling down into pieces again and again. don't know when it meets its ending :'(