Minggu, 25 April 2010

happy birthday me

hello I'm 19th now.
much older and wish for wiser me.
too sad I couldn't pass my birthday with my family.
ya,I spent my little time with my boyfriend having dinner. and it goes so unwell. sorry to say dear,but that was my unforgettably bad birthday celebration ever. you made that all too bad that night.
It's okay for me now,even I couldn't ever forget the worst birthday night.
I still love you and I still do till I don't know for sure.
Whatever it takes.
you're still my superboy ever :)

Senin, 05 April 2010

cheating

what's in your head hearing about cheating?
yes. that's a kind of betrayal to someone you call your love. you make another relationship with someone else in case you're still with your boyfriend or girlfriend.

i really hate being cheated. i experienced on it once. and hope it'll be the last too.
and now it happened to my closefriend too.

poor. yes, that's us. someone who've been cheated.

i can't stand why men easily cheat with another.
is that caused of our fault? or they just feel disatisfied with us and then looking for somebody else?
i just can't believe why they, men, easily looking for the new one after what we, girls, have everything done to him.
based on my experience, i always do my best for my beloved. i give everything. everything he wants. i am always there when he needs me. i always do what he wants me to do. then, he cheated. bang. i fell something heavy crash my head. hard to believe and trusting him once again. but i try. one more chance maybe fix it all up.
i do it just because of love. that's the power of love.

but now. my friend experienced it too.
okay, she and her boyfriend are in long distance relationship. but they kept their promises to keep their relationship longlast.
few days ago, her boyfriend has his birthday. and i really know she prepared everything to him. EVERYTHING. she bought a present and birthday cake and she also came to her boyfriend's dormitory to give him surprise party though she'll face chemistry class on the next day. she perfectly done those surprise and i believe that their relationship is gonna be okay.
but see.
her boyfriend cheated behind her. my closefriend get stabbed in the back.
don't ask me whether that was hurt or not because i do feel the same.
we, girls, are not as tough as boys.
we easily crying. we are fragile. we can't hide those feeling.

but why men easily makes our tears fall doown?